XXVIII

Ballade Mystique

The big, red house is bare and lone
The stony garden waste and sere
With blight of breezes ocean blown
To pinch the wakening of the year;
My kindly friends with busy cheer
My wretchedness could plainly show.
They tell me I am lonely here⁠—
What do they know? What do they know?

They think that while the gables moan
And easements creak in winter drear
I should be piteously alone
Without the speech of comrades dear;
And friendly for my sake they fear,
It grieves them thinking of me so
While all their happy life is near⁠—
What do they know? What do they know?

That I have seen the Dagda’s throne
In sunny lands without a tear
And found a forest all my own
To ward with magic shield and spear,
Where, through the stately towers I rear
For my desire, around me go
Immortal shapes of beauty clear:
They do not know, they do not know.

The friends I have without a peer
Beyond the western ocean’s glow,
Wither the faerie galleys steer,
They do not know: how should they know?

Where this text comes from

First published in Spirits in Bondage (1919). First located printing is this volume; an earlier periodical printing has not been established. [1] [2]

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Cite this poem

C. S. Lewis (1898–1963). “Ballade Mystique.” First published in Spirits in Bondage (1919). Text: Poem Index, https://poemindex.org/c-s-lewis/ballade-mystique/. Append #L14 to cite line 14, or #L4-L9 for lines 4–9.

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