VI

Spooks

Last night I dreamed that I was come again
Unto the house where my belovèd dwells
After long years of wandering and pain.

And I stood out beneath the drenching rain
And all the street was bare, and black with night,
But in my true love’s house was warmth and light.

Yet I could not draw near nor enter in,
And long I wondered if some secret sin
Or old, unhappy anger held me fast;

Till suddenly it came into my head
That I was killed long since and lying dead⁠—
Only a homeless wraith that way had passed.

So thus I found my true love’s house again
And stood unseen amid the winter night
And the lamp burned within, a rosy light,
And the wet street was shining in the rain.

Where this text comes from

First published in Spirits in Bondage (1919). First located printing is this volume; an earlier periodical printing has not been established. [1] [2]

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Cite this poem

C. S. Lewis (1898–1963). “Spooks.” First published in Spirits in Bondage (1919). Text: Poem Index, https://poemindex.org/c-s-lewis/spooks/. Append #L14 to cite line 14, or #L4-L9 for lines 4–9.

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