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    "text": "When we met first and loved, I did not build",
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   {
    "text": "Upon the event with marble. Could it mean",
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    "text": "To last, a love set pendulous between",
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    "text": "Sorrow and sorrow? Nay, I rather thrilled,",
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    "text": "Distrusting every light that seemed to gild",
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    "text": "The onward path, and feared to overlean",
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    "text": "A finger even. And, though I have grown serene",
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    "text": "And strong since then, I think that God has willed",
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    "text": "A still renewable fear⁠—O love, O troth⁠—",
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    "text": "Lest these enclasped hands should never hold,",
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    "text": "This mutual kiss drop down between us both",
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    "text": "As an unowned thing, once the lips being cold.",
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    "text": "And Love, be false! if he, to keep one oath,",
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    "text": "Must lose one joy, by his life’s star foretold.",
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