I Have a Friend; I Have a Story

I have a friend; I have a story;
I have a life that’s hard to live;
I love; my love is all my glory;
I have been hurt and I forgive.

I have a friend; none could be better;
I stake my heart upon my friend!
I love; I trust her to the letter;
Will she deceive me in the end?

She is my love, my life, my jewel;
My hope, my star, my dear delight.
God! but the ways of God are cruel⁠—
That love should bow the knee to spite!

She loves, she hates⁠—a foul alliance!
One King shall rule in one estate.
I only love; ’tis all my science;
A while, and she will only hate.