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    "text": "Have I seen her?",
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   {
    "text": "Only through the window",
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    "text": "across the street.",
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    "text": "If I go meeting her",
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    "text": "on the corner",
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   {
    "text": "some damned fool",
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    "text": "will go blabbing it",
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    "text": "to the old man and",
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   {
    "text": "she’ll get hell.",
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    "text": "He’s a queer old bastard!",
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    "text": "Every time he sees me",
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    "text": "you’d think",
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    "text": "I wanted to kill him.",
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    "text": "But I figure it out",
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    "text": "it’s best to let things",
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    "text": "stay as they are⁠—",
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    "text": "for a while at least.",
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    "text": "It’s hard",
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    "text": "giving up the thing",
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    "text": "you want most",
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    "text": "in the world, but with this",
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    "text": "damned pump of mine",
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    "text": "liable to give out⁠ ⁠…",
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    "text": "She’s a good kid",
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    "text": "and I’d hate to hurt her",
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    "text": "but if she can get over it⁠—",
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    "text": "it’d be the best thing.",
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